pi day fun facts: I memorized 434 digits of pi in the sixth grade to beat a kid who claimed he knew 500 just bc he was an asshole
he knew six
You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.
I couldn’t have done it without your pathetic, self-loathing, self-destructive desire to sacrifice yourself for your family!
So I just re-watched the whole season 4 of TVD and I must say, my hatred for Elena just tripled (or magnified 1000000 times).
I’ve never seen someone so selfish, at least not after they preached about humanity and whatnot. She used to be all about ‘protecting everyone I love’ and ‘sacrificing myself to let everyone out of harm’s way’ but then she HAD THE NERVE to say ‘I don’t care about Bonnie. I care about finding Katherine’ and REFUSED to apologize to Caroline for nearly killing her and her mother when she had her emotions off? Saying that ‘I can’t let myself feel bad’?
And let’s not forget about when Stefan prevented her from ending Katherine because Katherine was linked to Bonnie. This disgusting piece of ungrateful cunt had the audacity to say ‘I don’t believe you’ with a ‘not giving two fucks’ attitude when Stefan told her that she almost killed her best friend. And you know what flashed in Stefan’s eyes after that? Disbelief and a hint of disgust. Stefan Salvatore, a guy who never stopped fighting for her, who loved her with all his dead heart, who let her go off into the sunset with his own brother because she was happier with him, actually got disgusted by his supposed-true-love’s own selfishness. And we’re not talking about selfishness in general, but selfishness of putting her best friend’s life at risk. You know what a best friend would have done? They would have stopped their vengeful act once they’d heard that it was hurting their best friend, regardless about it being true or not. But, no, instead she shrugged it off like it was some uneventful news. Like, what the actual fuck?
I’m not hating on her being ruthless and a psychopath and almost ending not one, but two of her best friends’ lives when she had her emotions off, no. That, she couldn’t help. I mean, her emotions were off. That wasn’t her fault for listening to Damon when he told her to turn it all off, because she was sired. I’m simply talking about after she turned it all back on.
So don’t blame me for actually cheering on Kol when he was attacking Elena and almost a second away from actually killing her before Jeremy so rudely interrupted.
[an annoying Elena fan screeches] omfg how could you be so dumb she was just trying to channel all her feelings into one emotion because you don’t know anything about your emotions overwhelming you it can drive you crazy!
to which I reply: maybe I don’t. But what I do know is that you FUCKING APOLOGIZE TO YOUR BEST FRIENDS AFTER TRYING TO KILL THEM AND ACTUALLY FEAR FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND’S LIFE WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT YOUR REVENGE MEANS KILLING YOUR BEST FRIEND TOO. ELENA DOESN’T DESERVE BONNIE AND CAROLINE, NOT ONE FUCKING BIT.
…but the mere fact that they were still there on either side of him, speaking bracing words of comfort, not shrinking from him as though he were contaminated or dangerous, was worth more than he could ever tell them.